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Carry on sweet southern comfort...
Carry on
Created on 2004-09-29 18:41:26 (#4688030), last updated 2005-02-27
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Basic Info| Name: | Amanda |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 06-27 |
| Location: | Chapel Hill, North Carolina, United States |
BioI'm a college freshman.
I'm kind of fucked up. But aren't we all?
Guess you could call this my "pro-ED" journal... basically where I keep track of all the fucked up stuff I don't want my friends or my boyfriend or anyone to find out about. I've had disordered eating since like... 5th grade. Escalated to pretty much starving myself around 10th grade. Escalated into a lot of binging and purging junior/senior year of high school. I also have had a history of cutting, which I've managed to refrain from doing since around February.
Anyhow, I'm trying to cut back on the binging and purging, and get back to the good old empty feeling of, well, not eating. I'd like to be 105 eventually, but right now, my goal is set at 117 because of my boyfriend. (I'm 5'7", by the way).
Other stuff about me... well... I have a boyfriend who is wonderful to me and I love him. College is okay but I miss home a lot. I don't know.
Basically, this is my journal where I write things that my friends don't know about.
Friends only, but comment to be added, and I'll probably add you.
I'm kind of fucked up. But aren't we all?
Guess you could call this my "pro-ED" journal... basically where I keep track of all the fucked up stuff I don't want my friends or my boyfriend or anyone to find out about. I've had disordered eating since like... 5th grade. Escalated to pretty much starving myself around 10th grade. Escalated into a lot of binging and purging junior/senior year of high school. I also have had a history of cutting, which I've managed to refrain from doing since around February.
Anyhow, I'm trying to cut back on the binging and purging, and get back to the good old empty feeling of, well, not eating. I'd like to be 105 eventually, but right now, my goal is set at 117 because of my boyfriend. (I'm 5'7", by the way).
Other stuff about me... well... I have a boyfriend who is wonderful to me and I love him. College is okay but I miss home a lot. I don't know.
Basically, this is my journal where I write things that my friends don't know about.
Friends only, but comment to be added, and I'll probably add you.
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